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Just
when I contemplated beginning to pen down my thoughts – my head started to
spin. A sharp swirling followed by an
almost grinding type of feeling that keeps pressing into the brow bone until I
have to shut my eyes and rest my face against the mattress. The pain stubbornly refused to cease until I
changed my train of thought and the feelings that came up with it.
Could
it be that we can be so overcome with emotion over voicing our inner thoughts
that we cause a mental block within ? That’s
just how I feel right now. I can see the
words and phrases floating around my mind; whizzing left and right - but when I
attempt to pen it down – the process is almost excruciating. The more I think about where to begin – the sharper
the throbbing and I can feel blood pounding against my temple.
I
know I will find a way to express myself – I have to for the sake of my own
sanity ... it just won’t be today.
