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Don't you just
hate that feeling of being left in limbo ? It's this uneasy almost unreal
feeling. You're neither here or there; you're not going forwards in life
nor are you going backwards - you're just exactly where you are. You're
almost blank - mentally and emotionally. Its fine for a while but then it just
sort of sucks doesn't it ?
Despite having a
certain degree of routine and structure to my life - I've found myself in this
limbo like feeling. It's a bit unnerving and unnatural for me. I
guess it's all to do with what I'm going through internally.
I want to do something to snap out of it. It's not like I haven't tried. I have. I just seem to be stuck in a zone where nothing really seems to pull me out of it. Some days it's a quick-sand type of feeling.
It's an
extremely uncomfortable feeling not being in control despite actually being in
control. My emotions are close to the surface and yet I feel they are
buried so deep that I have to dig in just to be able to express myself.
And then, there's the temper that seems to be flaring up at the slightest
of situations - which is unnecessary even for me.
Where is
serenity when you need it ?
