10 Day YOU Challenge. 8 Fears.

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fear (2)I’ve decided to take part in a blog challenge as mentioned previously, where I am going to write 10 posts in 10 days. Today is Day 3 and I’m about to share my worst fears with you !

1/ Losing my parents.  The thought alone makes me tear up and I don’t even know how to imagine a life without them.  It doesn’t matter I’ve lived away from them for years – but to not be able to speak to them or see them again – the thought kills me.

2/ Losing my Memory. I’ve always prided myself on being able to keep track of things far and beyond; my Mum says I have this uncanny ability to remember the randomest of dates and comes to me when she can’t recall something.

3/ A slow painful death.  We are all going to die one day and I’m cool with that.  I just want it to be quick and done with ! The idea of a slow and drawn out death is not only painful but it would hurt my loved ones and I rather not see that happen.  I’ve actually said to a friend of mine & my mom, if that were the case – just pull the plug on me.

4/ Not being able to give my children the life that I have had.  Everyone wants to give their kids a better life if not the same life they have had.  It would eat me up if I wasn’t able to give my kids (when I have them) the life I’ve had (and thinking about it makes me realize I really should save more for that to be able to happen !)

5/ Being a burden to my loved ones.  I know one day I might not be able to do all the things I do for myself on a regular basis.  I’m gonna hope that never happens.  I’d hate to be dependent on someone for my day-to-day needs.  This also holds true for being incapacitated.  The thought of not having any functioning body parts (hands, legs, brain) gives me the shivers and would pose to be a burden for those around me.

6/ Losing all my teeth. I know it’s gonna happen someday but I actually get nightmares of my teeth falling (actually crumbling) in my mouth !! It’s given me many sleepless nights.

7/ Cockroaches. I’m a chicken shit when it comes to cockroaches. I know they can’t do much to me but just looking at them gives me the creeps.  Anything that can live without its head for 9 days needs to be feared !

8/ Losing everything stored on my various Hard Drives.  That is enough to give me a nervous break down !! I have everything from my school work, university papers, photographs (this is the most important of them all), work related documents, music, fav TV shows, fav movies etc stored on my HDs.  It would drive me nuts if I lost any of this – especially the photographs.  We live in a technology driven world and I have no hard copies of anything anymore !

10 day you challenge

That’s my list of fears for you – now it’s time to share yours.  Feel free to list them out in the comments or share the link to your own blog post on the subject.

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i loveee this post!!!!
I just lost my beloved hard drive - i.e. all the photos and yes traumatic. This also includes the million self-clicked perfect potential profile pictures *sigh* .. But you know what, i got over it pretty quick surprisingly - after talking about it non-stop to anyone and everyone who would give me a listen ....my bigger fear is to forget all the zillion passwords.
Another ones I would definetly add - I fear not finding true love ever , fear ghosts, losing Faith and i soo fear being lied to.
1 reply · active 716 weeks ago
PP !! welcome back ! seriously you shouldn't disappear like this !
I'm so sorry about your hard drive .. the pain, the agony, I can only imagine what it felt like (until the replacement came along)

Passwords are such a nightmare ! If only the auto-password saver was applicable on any and every computer that would be great .. privacy is just another issue right hahah

I thought it would be a bit cliche if I put down not finding true love .. I will right ? Sometime in the future - maybe when I stop looking ? (but alas right now I can barely find a date - forget about true love!)
i know i know...am gonna try and change that.

YES YES YES!!! Its gotta happen - we are tooo good to be alone. And yes i am told it comes when you stop looking - yuckkk..i am trying to trick nature out of this one, aint working. You and I are gonna find the best boys in the hood (wots left of them)....doncha worry! There is a reason to this chaos in our date life *promise*
1 reply · active 715 weeks ago
LMAO
I was having a convo with our fave man Ve about the chaos behind trying to find a date .. yesterday I almost had a panic attack due to the fact that in 4 years I have barely found a passable boyfriend *sigh*
Such is life unfortunately - I'm just waiting to leave the country - I tell you the lads will come flocking !
Cockroaches must be hating all the bad press they're getting, lol. Have you ever wondered if you'd see them differently if they were red with pocker dots like a ladybird? (maybe not). lol @ losing all your teeeth. At least there are inconspicuous denches available. But if you start caring for your teeth now they should stay in your gums and not on your pillow one dark morning. I'm also fearful of a slow death - drowning, burning, poisoning, hanging, suffocation and re-runs of LOST.

Great post Double D!
Hey! Loved the post, like all others! :D
I took up this challenge after I saw it on your blog. Thanks for that, really! It was one hell of a journey into my inner confines. Let me know myself a little bit more. And my readers too, of course.

Here's my post giving out my 8 fears: http://welcometomyparadise-angel.blogspot.com/201...
2 replies · active 710 weeks ago
Hey Mahima !
So glad you enjoyed the challenge and have it taken it up yourself on your blog :) Rushing over there right now to catch up on your inner confines :)

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